I’m struggling.

The title says it all. I’m having a really hard time keeping it together 100% of the time. Today marks 1 month since we lost our second baby. I can’t believe it’s been a month. I can’t believe we had two babies and now they’re both gone. Why can’t I just forget about it? For the last 3 1/2 years I have been surrounded by people getting pregnant, having their babies, and then continuing on to have more babies. I’m stuck here still hoping. I don’t understand why Kyle and I are the ones that have a hard time. I know we aren’t alone in this struggle, but it sure does feel like it.
I’m sorry for this pity party, I just need to know there in an end to this struggle and if there isn’t, I need to know if I should give up.

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